Thursday, September 11

My life.

Ive been confused. I thought I had depression, for years I have thought this, the reality is that its sin in my life that has me down. Sin, sexual sin has destroyed me and I wonder why God is not near. I believe with all my heart that Jesus is the Son of God and my Savior. It was me who failed not him. I failed God. For years in my loneliness I felt I lacked many things in life, friends, a girlfriend, pleasure, acceptance. It has taking me too long to realize these are worthless things. A girlfriend is not going to make me happy nor will sex. Why need friends when Jesus is the only friend you need. I pushed him away and then I wonder why he feels far from me. What a fool I am. How do I now fix everything? How can I make the wrongs right again. I cannot do this alone, for I am weak. If you read this please pray for me. I want to be proud of who i am in Christ, I hate who ive become. I need to find my way back to him. I need to find him. Ive been a fool in so many ways, why am I so attached to this world?
Please whoever you are, if you are my brother or sister please pray for me.
Torero.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Jesus always forgives and forgets. Jesus Christ, God Himself, died on the cross to pay for all of our sins, and then Jesus rose from the dead. That is why believing in Jesus means going to heaven.

HenryM said...
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  • 1. Alberto (As a Jesuit, Alberto helped destroy churches and ministries. But as he read the Scriptures, he saw that Catholicism couldn't save.)
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